I'm 15 years young , music is my life , I live for my brothers , self-harmer(2 years) , single , I have eating issues , I'm bipolar , I have depression , anxiety , OCD , ADHD , and I have abandonment issues .
*Triggering warning*
I'm here if anyone needs to talk . I will always respond . I promise .
- Sam .
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Love theseee ^.^
1. What do you like about yourself:
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5. What are you thinking about right now:
6. Last person you said, “I love you” to and meant it:
7. Who is your idol:
8. Who do you respect the most:
9. What are you most scared of:
10. Who is the one person in the world you would like to meet:
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15. Have you found yourself yet:
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17. What do you do first thing in the morning:
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24. Age you get mistaken for:
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27. Got any piercings:
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34. I’ll love you if:
35. Someone you miss:
36. Most traumatic experience:
37. A fact about your personality:
I Miss The Rev..
Sitting here with my Avenged Sevenfold playlist playing and I can’t get Jimmy out of my head. I honestly miss seeing the new videos of him acting like his crazy self, I miss hearing his voice and drums in new songs, I feel horrible that’ll never get to meet the man who helped me become who I am today, and I honestly cry everytime I hear Fiction and So Far Away…foREVer </3
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Here’s the first one Dominique :)
http://www.facebook.com/#!/samantha.j.petersen.1
I couldn’t find you, but here’s my link add me on there and we can talk(:
No, sorry. Do you have a facebook by any chance?
Day 1 updates.
Well, I still have not eaten! I’m so proud of myself. My step mom ate tacos for dinner(My fav!) and I still sat right there and watched her eat it and didn’t have any!!! Yay for mee ;D
- Sam
Fasting;;
Day 1: I’ve only had water to drink all day and no food. Yay me!(: These tips on fasting I’ve found are really helping. Looking to a brighter and skinnier future!
3:45 P.M. <3
A - If I’m in love. Nope.
B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was. My mommy.
C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed. Like 2 weeks.
D - If I have a preference for boys or girls. Both ;D
E - How many holes I have in my ears. 3
F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’ Cold
G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to. My mommy.
H - The last person I hugged. Cody.
I - The last time I felt jealous, and why. Idr.
J - How old I am. 15.
K- What my full name is. Samantha Jayde Petersen.
L - If I have siblings. Yes, and they’re the best of the best ! <3
M - If I forgive betrayal. No.
N - If you want to know how I treat my friends. With repsect as long as they respect me.
O - If I like my school. Nope.
P - What kind of music I like. Rock.
Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be. Some party on Lock St. Never I’m done with my wild days.
R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities. 1. Do cats really have 9 lives? 2. Do humans only have 1 life? 3. Is god real? 4. Am I really goin’ to hell? 5. Why is my tummy so freakin’ hungry right now. 6. Are we all technically imbreeded? 7. Why must I get so hungry on my lady time? 8. Can nail polish go bad? 9. Can purging really hurt me? 10. I can’t think of anything else D;.
S - 2 habits. Cutting and talking.
T- 5 things I love unconditionally. My brothers, BoBo the HoBo my pussy cat;), my mom, Jeremy, and my cousin.
U - How many texts I send daily. Around 600.
V - 3 big dreams. 1. James Cook University. 2. To own a Mustang Roushe Stage 3. 3. To be happy with myself.
W - An idol. Britney Spears and Demi Lovato.
X - If I’ve done something I regret very much. Very truee.
Y - If I like my town and why. I hate this town called seffner. No, my bad METHNER. Meth heads all around this bitch..
Z - Ask any question you want. Why did I let this happen..Why did this happen to me..
So far.
I walked 2 miles this morning(7:42)
Now I only have 18 more to go for today .
Plus, I’m fasting, so I’m starving . -_-
It’ll be worth it (;
Fasting .
I’m starting my fast today . My goal is to not eat or drink anything, but water for a week . Plus, I’m ecxersizing 10-15 miles a day, and 3 work outs a day . Fat is unacceptable . Fat is gross . And it needs to go FAR FAR AWAY .
#Losing weight .
(Source: over-your-head5)
