I'm 15 years young , music is my life , I live for my brothers , self-harmer(2 years) , single , I have eating issues , I'm bipolar , I have depression , anxiety , OCD , ADHD , and I have abandonment issues .
*Triggering warning*
I'm here if anyone needs to talk . I will always respond . I promise .
- Sam .


My Lil’ Men <3

(Left: Hunter Right: Camden)

My Lil’ Men <3

(Left: Hunter Right: Camden)

Love theseee ^.^

1. What do you like about yourself:

2. What don’t you like about yourself:

3. Life goals:

4. Relationship Status:

5. What are you thinking about right now:

6. Last person you said, “I love you” to and meant it:

7. Who is your idol:

8. Who do you respect the most:

9. What are you most scared of:

10. Who is the one person in the world you would like to meet:

11. Favorite sport:

12. Favorite athlete:

13. Favorite quote:

14. Are you happy with your life:

15. Have you found yourself yet:

16. What color is your favorite to dress in:

17. What do you do first thing in the morning:

18. Height:

19. Shoe Size:

20. Sexual Orientation:

21. Do you smoke:

22. Do you drink:

23. Do you take drugs:

24. Age you get mistaken for:

25. Have tattoos:

26. Want any tattoos:

27. Got any piercings:

28. Want any piercings:

29. Best friend:

30. Relationship status:

31. A turn on:

32. An embarrassing story:

33. Favorite movie:

34. I’ll love you if:

35. Someone you miss:

36. Most traumatic experience:

37. A fact about your personality:

I Miss The Rev..

Sitting here with my Avenged Sevenfold playlist playing and I can’t get Jimmy out of my head. I honestly miss seeing the new videos of him acting like his crazy self, I miss hearing his voice and drums in new songs, I feel horrible that’ll never get to meet the man who helped me become who I am today, and I honestly cry everytime I hear Fiction and So Far Away…foREVer </3

Here’s the first one Dominique :)

it-takestime asked
yeah i do. do you? Cami Lopez


I couldn’t find you, but here’s my link add me on there and we can talk(:

it-takestime asked
do you have a kik we could talk on?

No, sorry. Do you have a facebook by any chance?

Day 1 updates.

Well, I still have not eaten! I’m so proud of myself. My step mom ate tacos for dinner(My fav!) and I still sat right there and watched her eat it and didn’t have any!!! Yay for mee ;D

- Sam


Day 1: I’ve only had water to drink all day and no food. Yay me!(: These tips on fasting I’ve found are really helping. Looking to a brighter and skinnier future!

3:45 P.M. <3

envy-and-pride asked
A to Z :) ( this post post / 26397708428 / a-if-im-in-love-b-who-the-last-person-i )

A - If I’m in love. Nope.

B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was. My mommy.

C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed. Like 2 weeks.

D - If I have a preference for boys or girls. Both ;D

E - How many holes I have in my ears. 3

F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’ Cold

G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to. My mommy.

H - The last person I hugged. Cody.

I - The last time I felt jealous, and why. Idr.

J - How old I am. 15.

K- What my full name is. Samantha Jayde Petersen.

L - If I have siblings. Yes, and they’re the best of the best ! <3

M - If I forgive betrayal. No.

N - If you want to know how I treat my friends. With repsect as long as they respect me.

O - If I like my school. Nope.

P - What kind of music I like. Rock.

Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be. Some party on Lock St. Never I’m done with my wild days.

R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities. 1. Do cats really have 9 lives? 2. Do humans only have 1 life? 3. Is god real? 4. Am I really goin’ to hell? 5. Why is my tummy so freakin’ hungry right now. 6. Are we all technically imbreeded? 7. Why must I get so hungry on my lady time? 8. Can nail polish go bad? 9. Can purging really hurt me? 10. I can’t think of anything else D;.

S - 2 habits. Cutting and talking.

T- 5 things I love unconditionally. My brothers, BoBo the HoBo my pussy cat;), my mom, Jeremy, and my cousin.

U - How many texts I send daily. Around 600.

V - 3 big dreams. 1. James Cook University. 2. To own a Mustang Roushe Stage 3. 3. To be happy with myself.

W - An idol. Britney Spears and Demi Lovato.

X - If I’ve done something I regret very much. Very truee.

Y - If I like my town and why. I hate this town called seffner. No, my bad METHNER. Meth heads all around this bitch..

Z - Ask any question you want. Why did I let this happen..Why did this happen to me..

So far.

I walked 2 miles this morning(7:42)

Now I only have 18 more to go for today .

Plus, I’m fasting, so I’m starving . -_-

It’ll be worth it (;

Fasting .

I’m starting my fast today . My goal is to not eat or drink anything, but water for a week . Plus, I’m ecxersizing 10-15 miles a day, and 3 work outs a day . Fat is unacceptable . Fat is gross . And it needs to go FAR FAR AWAY .

#Losing weight .